after praying a great deal, and finally realizing I needed to let go and realize God just gave me what I wanted it was all a test with me and Trevor. I called him a few days ago and thanked him for the 7months he gave me, I still will cherish him as a person and care for him, but right now were both ok with each other and were friends. After praying and talking to God and listening to people talk to me about the situation, I was tore up of course, but sitting in church sunday night I got this letter and I cried and cried and cried, like literal snot was coming out I was crying so much. It fianlly all made since. God has a bigger and better plan for my life.
True Love Never Died.
'Everyone longs to give themselves completely to some - to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved by Me alone. I love you, my child until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found you will be not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be untied with another until you are united with Me- exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires and longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing- one that you cant imagine. I want you to have the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you- just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest thing- keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I am. Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you... you must wait. Don't be anxious. Don't worry. Don't look at the things others have gotten or I've given them. Don't look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and away up to Me, or you'll miss what I want to show you. And, then, when you're ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any would ever dream. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, I am working even this very minute to have both of you ready at the same time. Until you are both satisfied exclusively the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me... and this perfect love. And dear one, I want you to have the most wonderful love, I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beautify and perfection and love that I offer you with Myself. Know I love you utterly. I am God Almighty. Believe and be satisfied.
I cried so much because The Love of the Father is all I need, its what WE all need, its crazy I even wrote a blog about his love, Its true, I was so blinded by Trevor and all his goodness and the joys of finally dating I let God out of my sight. So reading all this makes since to me, If God has MY man out there I'll get him when my heart is fullfilled with the love of God and God is ready for me to have my other half. If God wants my heart all to himself than so be it, I have to realize that God has a plan for me, with or without a guy, and in Gods timing, and his will. I have to trust God and love him far beyond I ever have in my life. My life is all for God, My heart is all yours <3
'You're a God who has all things, and still you want me'
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