Well let me tell ya about my best friend[s]

 , Joseph, Ryan B, and Devin, chillest guys ever, I love you guys so much,  you guys are just like my brothers and I love you more than life itself, if you ever need me Im here, <3 you guys are awesome.

Ryan making our movies, and taking retarded pictures is the highlight of my life when im with you, you are my best friend forever, I GOT A SWITCHBLADE! HIDE YA KIDS, HIDE YA WIFE, & HIDE YA HUSBANDS CAUSE THEY RAPIN' ERRYBODY OUT HERE! Im glad I have a friend like you to make my life wayy more exciting than it is! love you!

Joseph, weve grown up together since we were babies pretty much I love you so much, and you will always be my best friend, Know matter what, stay focused on the things that matter, and be yourself, dont let friends or the world change you! love you<3

 Devin, you are seriously one of my best friends, I love you so much, you are awesome and I love your hair, you know im here if you need anything, dont ever listen to what people say, or listen to what the world has to offer, you are perfect the way you are. I love you<3

Nikki, you are my best friend, the shoulder I can cry on, and vent to, even though your far away from me, I miss you dearly and I miss your kind words and the loving thoughts and your warm hugs, thanks to internet I can still get all that but hugs :[! Nikki, I remember to this day finding out about Vincent, and I didnt know who you were, and you let me cry on your shoulder, right there I new we were gonna last, and be friends forever, I miss you with all my heart, and I love you, when we were talking those 8minutes we just meet, we had know idea that those 8minutes would turn into a life time of friendship, you are truly a wonderful and beautiful person, from the inside out, you are more than a friend, your my little sister, and I miss you more than youll ever know, I will visit you<3



Krissy, girl you have a good head on your shoulders, you are a tremendous writer, and I cant wait to see where God takes you in life with that, thank you for always being straight forward, I love you girl, you know im always here. know matter what people say you are gorgeous and your prince will come one day, and you will go far with your writing<3

Ashley[fag face] Moore, haha. best friends since who knows when,  you make me smile more than anything I love our friendship and I cherish you as a friend, I miss writing in your locker, haha, we need to hang out again and have a sleep over that was to much funn, thanks for always being there for me, our friendship song will always be 'Hey there Delilah' <3

Lesley, you are so flawless, you are super gorgeous! and are smarter than anybody I know, haha! we need to hang out more like we use to, and have our double date with our men watching Lord of the Rings on blu ray, lol. thank you for being my friend and helping me with situations ive been through and are going through! you are awesome, love you girl :)

Lindseyloo! my love, weve been through it all I think haha, you are very close to my heart as a friend, letting me vent, and you dont realize how much your self esteem blogs or post on facebook or even your words of encourgment to me, mean more to me more than youll ever know, having some one like you in my life, is the best thing I could ever ask for, I love you dearly and always will <3

you guys will always have a friend in me :)

                                                          This is my Love Story from God

    6 year ago you would have never heard the words 'I loveyou' come from my mouth or I have a boyfriend, Its still weird saying it  and im still not use to it, after 1month of dating.  So most of you dont know my 'Love Story to GOD'  So here ya go, so guys, such a wonderful topic to talk about right, girls? of course! so I think when all girls are little we all dream of our wedding, whos coming, what bridesmaids, and maid of honor, oh and of course prince charming :) Well when I was about 10ish, I took on a very  BIG  commitment and at first I was like this is gonna be kool, im different, and that was my promise ring. coolest thing I still own to this day and I have never taken it off, about 8years ive worn it, and it wont come off until im married it says 1thes4:3-4 check it out,I wear this on my ring finger, This promise I made was NOT to have sexx until Im married and I plan to stick with this promise. yes this means Im a Virgin and im very Proud to be. Theres a quote that says 'Being a virgin in this day and age is something to be proud of, your like a Unicorn' coolest quote ever! and I use it to this day. enough about that, heres my Love Story, by God :) Soooo 14 comes around for me, Guys are the coolest thing on earth am I right? and I wanted to know about more these guys. I never had the best past with guys or self-esteem, so I got hurt A lot, like emotionally hurt, and I still am, So at 14 I gave up, and lost all respect for guys, until One day I said why not give this to God, soo at 14 years of age, I said, my first boyfriend is gonna be the one I marry, Im gonna know, and my 'furture husband' is gonna know, we were meant to be together because God, being God, would let him know... hold up, I know you still stuck on the 'first boyfriend, marriage' thing, girl you crazzyy, nahh, its loggical, God+Me+Mystery boyfriend/Husband/ = perfect life. was this wait a long time yes, very much so, and most of who know me, I HATE WAITING! it sucks. so guess what, I had to wait, God does have a sence of humor, So from at 14 making another HUGE commitment I took this serious, and told only a few people, did I get laughed at yes, did people say there are no guys like that, yes. did they put me down, yes, did I care NO, Me and God knew my game plan, and it was a dang good one, I saw guys who I wanted to be my boyfriend/husband like Justin Bieber ;] lol, no really, I did, and I new in my heart they werent, so after praying for a very long long long long long long freakin 6 years guess what! I GOT A BOYFRIEND!!! HIP HIP HOORAY!, and may I add hes very wonderful, and I deff wasnt use to someone wanting to be around me, or taking me out, or having someone who made me happy for once in my  life, and who was actually nice, and treated me like I should be, for that matter any girl. Hes my life, and I seriously have never been this happy in my life, and so most of you are wondering how we met, and how I told him he was gonna be my 'husband' haha. its a great story. One day on facebook I get an add from 'Trevor Hustead' I was gonna deny it, and he sent me a message, me thinking its some guy who just wants in my pants or wants dirty pictures, or just to talk, well I was totally wrong, we know a mutal friend, and he saw I liked the same bands and my profile picture was pretty at the time, I was legal age haha, and I was single!!! so we talked a little in October, and then it faded a little then I brought it back sometime in the first of November, and we talked and talked and talked non stop, soo he came to church one sunday, I had butterflies like no other, so excited to meet him yet, so nervous, thinking he wont think the same or anything, and so we talked in person went to mexican with our uth pastors and talked, and we grew together in the month, and so we made the decison well techinally God did, that we were meant to be, were so differnet, thats why we go together so well and thats how we met, now my 'Husband' haha I was blunt about it, he had girlfriends in the past, and so this was kinda a shocker, to most people it is, and I said, ya know I have this commitment to Jesus that , My first boyfriend will be the one I marry, he was taken back a little and said 'Thats Cool' haha, typical guy right, He said it was different because no girl has ever said that, obiviously,   and so he got use to it, and he is my first boyfriend mind you, obivously, so I decided to ask him one day when you saw me for the first time what were you thinking his exact words, 'LOVE AT FIRST SITE' seriously I cry everytime I time I think about it, and It brought tears to my eyes writing this, hearing that just made me think maybe all guys arent alike, and Trevor deff proved that wrong, hes not, I thought dannggg all guys arent like this, and he proved me wrong big time,  hes made me so happy I cant explain it, and all my friends new I was wanting a boyfriend bad, but Trevor has made me think there is somebody out there for everybody know matter who you are, if it takes waiting 6 years do it, dont get a boyfriend/girlfriend cause everybody has one, do I miss being single heckkkk no son, woudnt trade it for anything in this world. Now your wondering how did he ask you out! omg! tears again, sweetest way ever, I new when he was gonna ask me out cause we planned it, haha ruins everything right? nahh, it was exciting, we hung out on Saturday December 4th 2010, [his birthday]   I couldnt sleep for days, So we hung out at the mall , I met 'uncle caleb' his lead singer for his band,'This Changes Everything' I call him that because he volunteed to be the uncle to my children that I dont have yet, I approved  haha. So Uncle Caleb works at A&F, we talked then left, met Ashley Meador there, she was more excited than I was, and Saw Amanda Carver there, so it was time to leave ooooo my tummy was turning in so many nots, haha, he covered my head up and took me to the this 'secret spot' where he was gonna ask me, me bein me, didnt wanna see so I made him get outta his truck I un-covered my head, and I was in shock like a weird why are we here shock, it was the church parking lot, since we couldnt go inside it was closed  I said 'Ummm why are we here' [get your tissues out] he said 'This is where I first laid eyes on you and I new we were meant to be, so Ashley Nicole Jenkins, will you go out with me' of course I said yes! I felt like I was standing on top of the world, me Ashley Jenkins, not single anymore I like that, haha! so he ask me out on his birthday because he said 'He wanted me for his birthday' I know cute, right?! I also made one more  BIG, commitment, to Trevor and to myself, I said, if anything were to happen to you, like death, or something tragic, I promise you this, I will not date anyone again, he said I want you to be happy, I said listen your my one true love, from God, you make me happy, there is no one like you, and never will be, I cant replace anybody like you, and Im sticking to this, I love him so much, and could never replace him.  Well thats my love story from God, super amazing, and he did just fine, so with all that said, no matter what God has your furture spouse ready, but are you gonna wait and pray, or just date because you want to, or because eveyrbodys doing it, Im serious pray about it, I love bragging about Trevor and  how we met, and my commitment to God, I feel like I have the right to, and itll help who ever reads this!, but thank you for reading this, ive wanted to tell people for a long time, he is my prince, and always will be <3,. with that being said, Trevor W. Hustead, thank you for making me the happiest girl in the world, I cant wait until forever, you are awesome, and I love you more than life its self! Thank you for everthing, and like I always tell you, 'I love you because you saw me when know one else did,' and I cant thank you enough for that chance, <3 I love you Sunshine! 12-4-10 - Forever :)<3!  ps, and we WILL live happily ever after, I promise you this :)